You are in charge of your life you know this already. All is well when you are with angels. Spirit support will make your life a whole lot easier. And if you let angels in then you will see exactly what I am saying. You need not suffer or feel ashamed for what you are feeling for it is all perfectly ordained. God has his overriding love for you and whatever this feeling that is too big to overcome can be managed. Love is your opening up to greater things children, and we are loving you as we the angels of Atlantis.